Atria’s Rendezvous

tonite..still note sleep yet…just finish the semester holiday even there is still two weeks left for hoilday to end but I’m already here..so what happening during this one week of hoilday..??not much I guess..first…build another pc for the home usage…damn..really satisfy if i can say it..:D hmm..till now still can’t figure out what the hell is the song that i heard that day in ReidFM..damnn…well i guess..some secret a meant to be kept secret ::sad:: but there is some nice tunes to listen to..got nickelback - far away and also korn - transaction transistor ( i guess the title are right..the video clip are really nice..a nice fusion of rock and hip hop…)…sorry..can’t continue..need to go to sleep..take care..daaa

hmm..it’s 6:21 am when i start writing this blog…

and at 6:42 i stil staring at the monitor..thinking what i’m going to write…

damnn…really can’t think of anything to put in here…

it just so sad to know if you know you’ll gonna lost..but you still  believe you still can get thru it..it also stupid to think that you can turn back time and change things way it should be..deal with it..life goes on..one failure leeds to another success…learn..and live your life..

now i think i better stop..as there is nothing else to write…

so cold…only cold know how to break a man…seriously cold man…not playing…lately..been raining..even it is not heavily raining…it is like that it never stop..even it is nice time to sleep..cannot do also…this week is exam week my man…

btw…just go thru my first paper of marketing..huhuh…ok laa..hopefully can score.. ::peace::

waa…this tunes really nice..it’s been ages since its release…can you hear it…the bass pumping at the stereo..boom boom boom..Kenya keep it up…

what i am too you maybe not real but what i feel and all things i do…are true…as all i do and feel are all for you..

take care…and love you…

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.

Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"

Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down.

Music played, and people sang
Just for me, the church bells rang.

Now he’s gone, I don’t know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn’t even say goodbye
He didn’t take the time to lie.

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down…

just finish my morning prayer..still haven’t had my sleep yet…suddenly decide to write soemthing…even i can’t really think clearly what exactly i’m gonna write in this post…

there is so much to cover for my marketing..still got 4 chapter to go..hopefully this weekend went well..so can concertrate on the remaining chapter…

life is so beautiful rite..but why some people choose to live there life in world full of saddness…they live like there is no tomorrow in their life..like there is no light of hope at the end of the tunner…life is full of choices….so we have the power to change…choose wisely…yes there will be obstacle along the way…but that does not make you stop half way..and give up..be prepared…and you will ready to face any challange you will find along the way…keep your family close..some friends around…as they will ease your way thru…life is not that hard…the thing is we need to work hard..but it surely getting harder and harder if you think it is getting harder and harder…

don’t you think that you need somebody…??

don’t you think that you need someone..??

as everybody do need somebody or someone..no one want to be alone in this world…

sorry..i just can’t continue to write…

Actually..i don’t know what to write here…kindda blur what really my point sitting here and typing something..pouring my heart..feelings into it…is it worth it..?? i don’t think so..but at least.. it helps to ease the burden…but who cares ‘aite ? you play your part…i play my part…they play their part.. really there is no way we can predict the future..but at least there is something we can do to ensure there will be a better future ahead of us…a promising one…but sometimes..we just can’t remember that time flies… once we realise it… it may be too late already to regret… then.. life will be full of regret… u live i sorrow.. where is your life..?? probaly.. now u more like zombie.. a living human..but inside…long long dead soul… but that is life.. there is time we happy.. then there is time when world really turn down on you… and left you alone… but before the time come.. remember… live your life to fullest…

damn…seriously…can’t think how i write that long.. hahahahh

So let the new year come…so i can put the past behind…let me lead this life toward a better future..may i brings happiness to peole that always support and believe me thru all this time..without their believe…i don’t think i can make it thru the hardship of life…life won’t be the same as last year…but to all the good and nice memories that i found in 2005..will be forever kept in my heart…

Salam Sayang 2005

Salam Pekenalan 2006